Mourning Morning

I really cried of the bad and sad news we found this morning when hubby took our dog,Giza to the veterinarian early morning today. As soon as they arrived home I asked hubby how's the condition of the dog,what's her illness or what kind of disease she has. Hubby then answere me,CANCER! Then I replied,sure oi! Then he replied back that he is serious,his voice sounded so sad and low! Yes he is telling me the truth.It was just so hard to believe him because each time I complain something he joke about it being a CANCER..so when this happen to our dog as if I couldn't believe it.

I ran to the computer room and really cried silently(even at this moment making this post,I am teary-eyed) because Giza has only very few days left to live. She's been a very good dog,well-behaved,always a good girl and never give us headaches. She just stay in the backyard and very friendly,a very lovable dog,she doesn't bark for no reason and really a nice a dog anyone wish to have.She's been my company here in those lonely days while hubby is away for work.We went for a walk together,chasing and playing each other in the backyard and when I really am bored I go to talk with her in bisaya languange..

And now..she's going to die soon. She looks so weak,lazy and very sick(sobbing),lose her apetite eating her foods.The doctor says she has a big mass or something in her stomach and to find it out we need to spend another $400 bucks for that..but if we do it,can it save her life? We just keep wondering why she suddenly feel ill for weeks now.

All those months when she was still active and lively,we never thought that this could happen to her,she doesn't deserve this.I am sure I'm gonna miss our dog,Giza most especially my husband.He treats her like his baby,kiss the dog and petting her so softly and gently like a human being. She used to be a wild dog and then hubby found her,tamed her wild heart and became the dog that she is right now...

HOHOHO HILAK NA JUD KO MAAYO DIRI..MINGAWN JUD KOS AMONG IGAT NGA IRO..I feel guilty because I made alot of fun with her eventhough she's already sick!

Pictures attached were taken today because we might not know it she could be dead by tomorrow.Who knows this is going to be our last time to see her.I gave her my bread and it was so sad seeing her looking so tired while biting it.Poor Giza..louy kaayo ang iro hohoh..hilak na jud ko maayo diri..di matabang!!!!!!!

There'll be no more Giza to walk with me in the neighborhood! I'm gonna miss you Giza..we both gonna miss you our poor dog..PAALAM!! The memories you left with us will be treasured forever!